It's been such a long time that I did not update my journal. and even not doing any new artwork. Well there are mix feelings as I am writing this, as my title have written, My Dad have just pass away peacefully this Sunday Morning after he have his third stroke 2 weeks ago, and it have been 2 weeks he is in a coma and hospitalized, and finally when the time is right he left for a better place, and with great rejoicing we send him off, and in my heart I know I will meet him again. During his first week when he was still in the hospital, I decided to take a long distant ride on my bike just to clear off my head from all this event.  As i was cycling past some plantation along the road,  as I was admiring how beautiful the scenery is with blue sky and weather was not too hot, then suddenly a voice came to my head saying "father is going to a much beautiful place than this, do u let him go" as I heard that I pray during the ride to release my father for all the good time and bad time we had, and the sense of peace just overwhelm me after i did that, assuring that my father are going to much better place and he need not to suffer any longer for his condition, My Dad actually suffer his first stoke 12 years ago and the second one 2 years ago and during those time, it was not easy for my family, but as we look back those extra years are bonus for his life with us, and a year ago my mum and dad decided to come over and stay with me and my sister, We actually bought a small apartment, and during that one year we are able to enjoy staying as a family again after for many years I have been away from home due to my work and career, It was also the exactly one year dad enjoyed the most having the family life again, he have also witness my win in my last year competition and we do have ups and down time during the one year, but it was final year that he enjoy the most. Now as Dad have gone home, I do feel there is an emptiness in life that I have to get use to it.  My mum and sis are taking in things well and we all believe we will met Dad again in much better place.